NO TURNING POINT

And again, I've abandoned my blog. Not that I wasn't inspired to write but sometimes I just did not know how to put things together here. Apart of my lame excuse, well, I think it's time to update about my life.

I've come to a point in my life where there's no longer turning point. Do you know how suck it is to have a life whereby you can't make your own decision? Worse, you were once asked to decide, but after you did..... it was rejected. And at last, you've no choice but to obey and do those things that you don't like just to please everybody. But, if it does make everyone happy, why don't I do it? Right? No??

At the current moment, my life is a plain road... It's gonna be some of those highways.. You can speed as fast as you like to.. because there are no corner streets, no roundabouts, just no turning point.

But... Can I just wish something beautiful to make my life less suck? :) I wish after the long straight road.. After the highway, I would be able to see a corner street.. And my life can begin again straightaway... A life that's mysterious, full of surprises. Someone said, "life is not a destiny but a journey." Til then, I'll do whatever I need to and nevertheless... give my best.